Monday, January 27, 2014

Day 6 : Rural-Urban Mirror - Part One

After being getting featured in many top B-Magazine and labeled as the top most influenced professional lady.

At the age of just 30, she is member of most biggest profit creator company board of directors.Her resume is as perfect as a fairy tale should be and decorated with the top most companies and achievements.Her score were always the perfect as she has just came out of the genius world.
The topper of her school , in which the facility was to have a just proper blackboard,got into the city's most prestigious college after garbing the scholarship, which is just alien for her whole hometown.All they were happy to see her picture in few local newspaper and the shinny prize money she got from the state politician.
The first step into the college was the new life to her gifted by the goddess sarswati - she knew from the first day when she got her first book outside a temple as a alms that only she can change her life.

After returning from work as usual, tonight with one more achievement in her professional bucket , she parked her Audi at her favorite spot. The guard of the society nod her in respect it was usually 12:30 AM her time to return from work. She never took the lift , she call herself fitness freak in a awe from all the high class people around her , but she knew her bones are not fragile after all she have the blood of the farmer in her veins. As she is in top of her life so is her flat - 10th floor in the building , the 5 BHK flat in which she live alone with no pets and no servants she is in love with her own solitude.

Entering in her home, that people call it but for her it is just a rest place, she kept the keys just next to the table walked into kitchen to have some water,she was not feeling hungry trained from the childhood to control her hunger and sleep empty stomach is still working for her despite of her refrigator is loaded with the all kinds of tempting eatables one can think of but mostly are unpacked and for sure crossed the expiry date too.

Today she was feeling the emptiness of her flat or her life she also was not sure or her hunger. she took the water bottle and few chips packet walked to the balcony from where she can see the all wild traffic and chaos of the town from the top .She moved very closed to the railing of the grills put her foot on the most bottom of the grill very carefully hold the grip through her toe and fingers.She spread her hands out , she can feel the air in her hair and all crazy traffic noise in her ears- she was feeling like queen in command one order and all the movement will come to halt, a grin come on her lips with this thought.She closed her eyes to feel and try to smile , took a deep breath of victory, a deep breath of luxury and suddenly a tear rolled down from the corner of her eyes and a total blackout.

She never born with the silver spoon in her mouth, she has to fight for every thing in her life especially to live the life she wanted - to get the education she wanted.She always had asked this question to herself to the only temple in her village under that old peepal tree " why I have to take permission to my parents for everything? why being a girl I am always consider to be in kitchen or work as a slave? why at every possible way I have to get abused from all males and old females? why? why I AM A GIRL pinch in my ears, pierce my heart, is being girl is sin? "

She always had 2 choices in her life at every stage, she could have gone with the flow of life and would have accepted what her village other girls were doing but she knew at the night when all sleep she in the dim light of the candles when she start reading the books she get the confidence she can feel a new her she can feel a much more is needed from her and her life and then at that moment her dual life started until and unless she didnt gave her family the money she got as the topper of the state to his male-dominated family in return to the tiket to her freedom and admission of her in city college.She thought that was the end of her dual life and now she is free from the taboo, the sin from the being a girl but this was just the end of the Rural mirror of her life.

Urban mirror is waiting for her....

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